There's so much I want to understand like economics, politics, history, chemistry, physics but my 120 midwit brain just can't grasp concepts. and a pathetic 120 IQ is just not competitive in the modern job market (being able to solve data structure problems on the fly, solve applied science problems using principles recalled from memory, etc.), I just can't compete so I'll be relegated to low level wagie jobs forever. so on top of not understanding the world I inhabit I will be a poor low status cuck too. how the fuck do I cope with midwitdom? To think with just 10 more IQ points I could have led a successful life