>>13399439three of the people at the hospital working my case have told me that exact same thing that im their most medicated patient so far. at one point i was taking 40+ pills each day
ive been on them for most of the year so far, though amitriptyline (for a 2nd time) and hydroxyzine i was started on 2 months ago, once i reached my amitriptyline target of 100mg a bit over a month i instantly got urinary problems that were driving me nuts, i tried calling the hospital about it but everyones on vacation, ill see one of them friday though on the first day back, rn the amitriptyline is definitely out of my system, so hopefully thatll speed things along
the lithium i think i could stop taking too as my serum levels have been consistently hovering 35mmol/l even after being upped to 18mmol/day
at this point i have all my eggs bet on isocarboxazid, otherwise its back to fucking around but with more dangerous stuff in the mix. oh well, ive told them to try anything and everything or that ill have to take matters into my own hands, and given the shit ive told them id have been baker acted a long time ago
>>13399465trust me anon, ive done my due diligence, not only have i had multiple specialists run their diagnoses and never once have they had the slightest suspicion of schizophrenia, but you do you and stick to your field please
>>13399466yea i dont get it either. same with ECT, its the absolute best thing they tried and not once did i have any side effects, though any effect only lasted 1-2 days. meanwhile in the 7 months i was in the ward i saw many people get in, get shocked, get fucked from the side effects, and get released, i cant help but wonder wtf is wrong with me. at times i wish i could just be medicated out of my mind like a schizo zombie
