>>13384981Well, in my case IQ isn't everything. If I have a job, have money, feel safe, have health and be able to read books, play videogames, watch movies, hang out with friends, chat with family, etc, then I choose that life over being a literal billionaire.
But for some reason, I see IQ is the dick size of society, as in how large your dick is what girls only care about. (save me the personality BS).
That's why I feel anxiety
>>13384887>then along with your lack of intelligence you are also weak minded.I am a pragmatic man. I believe everything in life has pre-requsities. For example, if you have a 20 inch dick but have extreme erectile dysfunction then it's fucking useless.
If a measure of intelligence that is highly trusted and is the most accurate means of measuring intellect says that I am not smart enough, then I should care about that, because that's what really matters, because it tells me that after my concussion I lost the potential to become a person ten times fold better.
It's like a person with the potential to make $2,500,000 a year gets hit by some financial concussion and then goes to make $70,000 a year. (western standards).
He's still going to live an average life with $70,000, but he'll always live with the knowledge that an unfortunate event stopped him from living in the $2,500,000 bracket.
That is what I am trying to say.
If 105 IQ is what I have always had, I would be content. But an uncontrollable event robbed me of my natural IQ and I feel like I got cheated in life.