I hate being inside an animal so much. I don't want to be meat anymore I don't want to be flesh. Mind uploading is basically the only way I can escape the thing im inside, the disgusting physical body of meat and gristle and stench, and no longer be subject to its whims of hunger. Would like to know if it is possible and a real science or nonsense and impossible

Please let me know if this is feasible or a pipe dream sold to me by billionaires so I can decide whether im killing myself in two months or not (2045 is probably my deadline)