>>13375881>cuttingReal men punch themselves in the face and stomach.
At my worst, not taking into account an attempted suicide, I'd pinch myself until I almost bled, then punch myself all over my body and throw my head at the wall, a few slaps in the face to finish myself off. I also wouldn't ever take any safety precautions inside my lab work in the hope that it would kill me.
I've probably given myself permanent brain damage and concussions.
Pathetic.
I'm okay now, btw. Things get better, OP. You just need to wait it out and work on what you can.
