>>13364085If you're honest about "not being gay", which is questionable, then there are still reasons for this. You enjoy abusing other men. You make them look like a faggot and laugh at them. You hate homosexuals, and by baiting them, you then can laugh at them. Sort of like "To Catch a Predator" logic, but again, only if you do this out of spite, which it doesn't sound like.
If you enjoy the fantasy of "being a woman" then you have the autogynephilia fetish. If this gives you sexual pleasure, this is a fetish. You don't need to have gender dysphoria to feel this fetish.
You could do this out of a hatred for women. By "becoming a woman and being more attractive than many women" you can feel this sense of supremacy and dominance over women. This is a natural instinct to "Compete to be better" but it surfaces oddly in your behavior. This could be rooted in your "sex life" where I presume you are a typical liberal, spineless, "gentleman" type who is not strong, alpha, dominant, hyper-masculine, and aggressive towards women.
You could be lashing out due to the fact that society strips you of your "Men's rights" to dominate, abuse, and overpower women due to your natural legitimacy. Society forces you into being "equal to women", and this upsets you. You don't want to be "equal to women", you want to be better than women.
The issue is that "gay equality tolerance society" prohibits you from doing this due to social norms. You are part of the "gay crew" that does tolerance shit. You don't have the balls to "lash out" and attack or dominate women, but you're upset by being "equal" to peolpe you see as inferior.
By "being a better woman" than these people, this is a way to "assert dominance and supremacy" over these women. You don't have any other outlet because you're a spineless Neo-liberal pussy, at least your social circle is, so you use this as your outlet to trying "dominate women" by beating them at their own game.