Science is gay
Read Blavatsky’s cosmogenesis. If you come to terminology you don’t understand, listen to some quick rundowns on advaita Vedanta, Taoism, Buddhism, etc eastern philosophy.
I can’t promise you an answer, but I can guarantee that a change in perspective could help you understand what isn’t an answer.
Epistemologically speaking, is it even possible to understand it? Where can you draw the line between knowledge and theory when it comes to space time?