>>3947470I only ever got feelings like that when shotas liked girls funny enough.
I always got really happy when shotas would blush and swoon over their crushes and just assumed it was because I was self inserting as them, but looking back I think I just liked seeing boys being in love. I might have felt that way if they would blush over boys too, but I'll never know because the only anime I watched when I was young that had something like that completely censored it in the west.