>>3872224i have a little sister 2 years apart that likes to talk about her interests because her friends don't appreciate the weird interests she has. it's dress up games, fujoshi stuff, anime idols, vocaloids, k-pop idols, etc. i play along with her anyways. i think i actually have a sister complex or something when she's around me. anyways, it rubbed into me, but i didn't realize it back then.
i hung out with dudes in school. completely normal shit. but i am very touch sensitive and starved especially when it comes to strangers, don't know how this developed. it kinda feels special. girls in my class don't really hang out with the dudes, not to mention how boring they were to be with. so more often than not, i had a boner when i was with my male friends.
fast forward to me breaking up with my highschool girlfriend. i was really bummed out, not because she broke up with me but because we both lost attraction to each other. got me questioning myself from time to time.
i don't remember when, one of my friends mentioned hentai. i got curious and later got hooked on drawn porn. one day, i mistakenly fapped to trap shit. i didn't care, because my cock was rock hard and i wanted to cum. years later, it wasn't enough, i didn't just want girly boys, my taste just expands.
today, i try to look for pretty men getting flirted, harassed and raped, self-inserting myself as the bottom. but that's not strictly necessary because i have toys lol