>>3701069I wish I could marry him and eternally devote myself to his happiness.
>>3701076There are only gay shotas. Little boys are angels and something more than the rest of humanity. No angel could love someone as unworthy of them as a regular human, so little boys can only love other little boys and are therefore gay. I love little boys and so must be a little boy to be worthy of them.
>>3701243Puberty is the moment a boy dies. I died a long time ago and became fractured into others. I didn't deserve to be a little boy, so I became unwell and died before death, that was my punishment. Logically I must be able to become a little boy and I often attempt to but it isn't the same and they won't stop fighting. Maybe I could become a boy by creating a moment of ecstasy parallel with the moment of death, to demonstrate my devotion.