>>3456717I'm not any kind of sexual phile, my love is for knowledge, I just read history. That's my hobby, call me a nerd, but that's what it is. I jack off sometimes but there's no one or anything in particular that I look at, I just look at the cieling and let the motion and feeling do the rest, I don't imagine or look at anything. Yeah it's a sad life, I'm lacking something normal people should have, but feeling sorry for myself about not having it won't give it to me, so there's nothing to do. Just look at the romans, greeks, germans, persians, middle eastern countries still to this day, chinese, you'll see that same sex relationships with younger males was common in every culture.