>>3894438And after a session of professional manipulation and guilt tripping from God, don't forget. I've always emphasized with Griffith intellectually, but I didn't truly understand him until I went through my own mental and physical hell a few years ago. A normal person can't imagine what it does to your mind when oblivion - total and absolute - is the only thing left for you to desire. You don't want anything; you don't feel anything beyond this pitch-black despair and your only wish is to make it all disappear, your very self included.
Having seen this black hole myself, I can honestly say I do not know what I'd do in his place. It's entirely possible my choice would be the same, even though I'd never do it in a more normal state of mind.
