>>3818525most people just seem to scheme behind your back.
there are no secrets.
people end up knowing shit you never told anyone.
really keen observations I suppose.
did this with one friend, got a few good moments that now I'd like to take back, probably hurt their fragile ego and made them hate me, as has been known to happen.
In reality, attraction and love have just been used as tools to hurt me in ways otherwise impossible.
I doubt that is a unique experience.