>>3801852 (part two of my gay blog post)Despite us both being the same age, and jesus christ I hope he never somehow reads this, he has this innocence to him like he is just an innocent boy. I feel like a sick freak even asking to hug him when I visit for more than a quick second because I feel like the more affection I want to show him the gayer it just is and this makes him uncomfortable so I just have to contain myself. Which is not hard because I am not a fucking animal, but the sense of longing is so agonizing. But the chance to see his smiling face, hearing his laugh and his cute little sounds he makes under his breath sometimes is so much it keeps me going.
Sorry this post is so long, also captcha was DYRTY cause I am a DYRTY bastard for thinking about violating the innocent and pure straight man who has been so sweet and saintly to me throughout this friendship I have enjoyed deeply.