>>4047242>how do you fuck up that badlyI don't know anon, I don't fucking know.
>>4047259>indescribable feelingThe feeling for me is regret, x100.
>>4047260>>4047261>the only way that kid couldve won harder is if he took you to bed and made you his bfFunny enough, in high school, I was able to apologize to him for the bullying, and he told me didn't really care about that, and made me the same "date me openly" offer. By that time, I DID want him to fuck me, but I still declined because I wasn't out, I didn't want people knowing, and in the back of my mind, I was worried he only wanted to date me to get me out myself as some kind of final revenge (which I admittedly deserved).
>Hunt him downI can't. He got married last year.
>mfw there's a possibility that I could've been married right now if I wasn't a massive dumbass 
