>>3543560>Coming here, I became aware of the fact that I was not alone.>I'm happy to use my words for someone's sake, and that someone would use theirs for mine.>It makes me realize, that right now I am not alone.>''Is that really true?'' (typical question to Eva therapy)>It's enjoyable to live while caring for someone.>I gain joy from my own emotion that desires to continue on like that.>I can feel that I share a connection with everyone.'>'However, in the end that will betray you''
>As in, that's about how alongside of Joy there also exists Sadness isn't it?>However, we can also forget that sadness together.>I am *not* alone. Even just realizing that fact is enough, for now.When Shinji presses to persuade Kaworu from not killing himself in his scenario (Shinji's good end). He digs through Kaworu's reasons and in the end the reason why he persuades him is because he wouldn't be alone. Seele basically convinced him he would destroy the world and be forever alone, that's why he's desperate to shower love and kill himself to avoid the scenario.
Kaworu's beginning to pursue his happiness (even if he wasn't aware) was meeting Shinji.