>>4052323>deal with itThere's nothing to deal with though, I've been out of school for years. I think it was just a bad manifestation of a crush, because I didn't "bully" anyone else, even the other gay kids. And I stopped bullying/teasing him in high school too, mainly because it felt immature. I think I was going to, on the first day of 9th, but a voice in my head kinda stopped me and said "you look ridiculous".
>>4052325If that's the case, I feel even worse. When I got to 6th, I would [spoiler:lit]bully him during the day and then come home and fap in bed while imagining him topping me.[/spoiler:lit] During that time I would have dreams of myself confessing to him that I liked him, and I hated that.
