Blessed?

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>Be me
>Used to depression
>Watching some youtube videos
>Suddenly I feel a sharp pain in the top of my head
>For a couple seconds I feel like nothing is real
>Things go back to normal
>The night progresses and I begin to feel pretty good
>Music starts to sound awesome
>I begin to remember things that I thought were completely forgotten
>My whole body feels kinda nice, warm and fuzzy
>Go to sleep

>Wake up the next day feeling super rested
>I am now wondering what the fuck is going on
>Go throughout the day feeling great
>It's like emotions are back in my life

>Next day, same thing
>I feel so good
>No social anxiety
>Ideas rushing in my mind
>I can visualize things like never before
>Feels good just existing

>Next day, same thing
>I now begin to worry
>I am so not used to feeling good
>I begin to feel trapped, forced to be happy
>It feels like when you are slightly tipsy
>time goes by so fast
Can someone explain what is going on with me? It's like I have been blessed by a divine force.