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I have the worst ability to be able to focus on my studies and I don't understand why. I've always been this way and have always ran away from doing any
sort of academical work. I know that educations important, but for fuck sakes, I almost fall asleep in lectures when they waffle on about shit just to pass the time.

I tried adderall once and it was fucking amazing, everything felt as if it all made sense, thing is I dont have ADHD and due to being a 21 year old male, doctors
will jump to the conclusion i'll abuse it.

I have so many things on my mind at once that I cant sit down and do work for longer than 10 minutes. Doesn't help that I'm a programmer because having access to a computer just causes me to open a tab and search for whatever I was thinking about.

how the fuck can i kick my life into gear and focus on something, I love the feeling of achieving at my studies but it is so damn hard for me to get there in the first place.

I'm just sick of making excuses for my failures and want to change for good...

Also pleas share your study-, reading-, summerizingtechniques with me