Growing up in the ghetto (or trailer park) and academic confidence

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>valedictorian, 2300 sat, at good state uni (but considerably less prestigious than where I could have gone)
>physically intimidating
>chat up beautiful women effortlessly
>Usually take leadership roles in group activities/sports
>generally extremely brave/fearless, always stuck up for the betas
>Doing academic presentation
>All insecurity comes up, remember parents calling me a retard who should work at McDonald's, stuttering mess, can't keep eye contact, paranoia they're all mocking my voice

It's ridiculous and struggle with it so much. Who else grew up in a completely unacademic environment?