I feel like my brain is so far gone from what it used to be. I used to be able to fill a sketchbook in under 2 weeks and now I've only been able to do 1/5 of a book for this entire year. My brain is just fucking mush man. Even focusing on a single task is daunting enough to begin with.

Please never do drugs. I'm beyond fucked now. This was the only skill I invested my time into and now I've lost it. Never ever do drugs. I've been relabeled as ngmi from somewhat mediocre success.