>>4767833I was. 3 times by the time I was 17. In one case I genuinely liked the woman who was cute af at 30. I felt pretty neutral about the 2nd case mostly because I found her pushy, possessive and annoying. In retrospect i realize she was fairly predatory and psychologically stunted.
The last woman was in her 40’s and her creepy husband wanted to watch. I got out of that situation but not before she walked out of the bathroom naked, tits a floppin and pulled me in for a big ol tongue kiss. I was 17 and knew exactly how fucked that was. She let me leave without a scene though.
Not damaged from any of it. Not the same level of shame or helplessness as If it was assrape from a man or something.
