Hey you're that femboy dude
I can tell you that one way or another you're probably my favourite artist on /ic/, there's a few pieces I see there where I didn't even realize it's your stuff but still loved them.
Take it from me, you've gotten A LOT better. Just comparing '18 and '17, you're colour choices and costumes have gotten pretty top notch.>my stuff will never be as good as my favorite artists...
I don't know what your end goal is but I can tell you, it's probably not your technical skill holding you back. I think at some point you said you liked JJurion, so I suppose you're comparing yourself to him (and others).
Thing is, those guys are pros who've been drawing for decades now, or even at what was possibly your age.
Like I said, I don't know what your end-goal is (commissions, comics, concept art, etc..) but I can guess that you're more than good enough for a running start.
Get a blog, interact with the community, build a following, STOP NUKING IT, and then do whatever you want with it.
I really like you, anon. You're real good. Just stop doubting yourself and jump into the flames