>look for guides for beginner
>find drawbox from youtube, start doing the beginner course
>have fun until 250 box challenge
>do it, get aboslutely bored around 100 boxes
>force myself to finish it in few days to become a box god
>didn't become a box god and felt burned out
I haven't drawn anything for a month and I can only blame my own autistic ass for wanting to finish that.