Tbqh: I come here for the fantasy of it.
I grew up with issues I know, but the one thing I always understood was that this was just fiction. I realize that I can get off on fictional thoughts. Some might think it's deviant but none the less it is. It's just nature to have thoughts. You know this true.
Smut exists even. Books. Books meant to be read. It's just more imagination there because of only descriptions. You might thinks that's better than looking at things to get turned on actually maybe that's you.
Tldr, you guys can get off to whatever you want, but relies we all got kinks, and multible people just exist. Visual stimuli is just what I get off to. Thank tv for that.