That's pretty normal actually, anon. I can only fap to 2D if it's a character that I'm a huge husbandofag for. Plus there's not enough hentai around when it comes to gay shit, everything for the most part is still images or poorly animated>>97589763
As much as it hurts to say, most gay men, at least on the internet, are shite at drawing gay art. Most women make the characters actually look and act like the characters whereas most gay men just copy and paste a new head to the same stupidly buff, stupidly endowed body. Mentaiko is one obvious exception I can think of (who isn't a professional artist) but for the most part that's how it is.