>>97543001>try not wasting time hereI try, but I think I'm addicted at this point. I used to have hobbies, but they became too expensive and time consuming, so I do nothing these days.
Thanks for the advice though. I agree that when you're feeling good it's the best feeling ever, but... it then just goes away and the misery becomes worse. I haven't slept for more than 5 hours per day for about 6 years now. I'm pretty sure both my parents have mental/emotional problems, but there's no chance in Hell they'd ever go to the therapist. I mean, there's both the stigma dn the money problem.
>>97543106Dunno, I feel pretty rotten. Mainly because I try to be nice, everyday. I don't buy candy to put my change in the charity baskets, we feed all the stray cats, I feel angry and sorry about injustices but... a few minutes later something will make me do a 180 and I'll just start hating everything. I'm afraid that I'm not actualy a good person, I'm just afraid of punishment. That deep down I'm rotten, and I'm too much of a coward to admit it.
>age20. I lost a year, now in my 3rd Semester. I've been having those problems for a long time now though, they're not new.
>autisticI don't think so. I never got checked, but my father's side is full of mentally challenged sisters, cousins, newphews, etc. I went to a kid/teen-psychiatrist only one time (nothing insightful,justtheusual"u so zmart,u so zpesial"), and she was gonna put me in a "special" group, but the money was too much and I didn't stay.
