>>96780450anon, I've been there, this year has been very much the same for me. I can tell you that it does get better.
>>96780563what this anon said is true to some degree, in that it is one big learning curve and can be downright depressing and annoying at times. However, if you learn from your mistakes and better yourself as a person then the world can be fucking amazing.
Life is meant to be a challenge, it's not meant to be easy. You can't decide what happens to you, but you can decide how you deal with it. I'm not saying don't be down about your current situation, we are all human and need time to be sad and grieve, but use that emotion and channel it into a constructive avenue like gym or learning a language or meeting a new girl or just something you enjoy and are passionate about.
If you learn from every fuck up you make, by the end of it you can speak 2 languages, have a gf that is faithful and fulfils you and ultimately have an existence you can be proud of. Once the good starts coming it's like a snowball and just begets other good things, so stick it out for a while and trust me, you'll see what I mean.
As far as drinking to drown your sorrows, that's not the way. Alcohol just prolongs an issue as instead of dealing with it you're just avoiding it and hating yourself the next day because you got drunk. If you want to drown your sorrows, go to the gym, write something, draw something, go out and meet people, because positivity is a much more effective balm than negativity.
Chin up anon, it might seem rough now, but in due course you will look back and laugh at this moment.
