I just don't know what to say, it's been so long since I've felt genuine accomplishment for anything that (you)s are the only thing that keep me going. A nice little rush that 'hey someone felt that feel' just for a second. I'll admit, I have some problems, I can't even post anonymously anymore without feeling too anxious to post at times. But sometimes I get over it and after glancing at the submit button for the 10th time I hit post and watch every reply hoping one will be to me. And when one is I can't contain my excitement. Soon it fades and I'm back to not knowing if what I posted was worth it in the first place. (You)s are the only sign in my life that other people notice what I do at all. I know this might not be the explanation you were looking for, but I explained myself. Have a good day /co/.