>>94082437jesus fucking christ, that's not what she meant.
she was sterilized to prevent her from having a future with a family thus one less distraction and no reason to deviate from her missions. they broke her down so she would have nothing left.
she meant that she's murdered and tortured and fucked people up without any remorse before clint decided to spare her life and recruit her. everything she's done since has been trying to make up for the horrors she's done in the past.
