I got caught like that one time. I was finishing jerking off looking at Kim Possible porn. I always avoided anything with Ron or Shego, becuase I wanted to fantasize myself being the one fucking her. I was in love with her. When I clicked for the next image, there was a delay, and I saw myself.
Eyes half shut. Mouth lazily open, jaw forward. I wasn't wearing a shirt, so I saw the bumps on my chest too. Image of Kim going cowgirl on Ron pops up.
I got up and looked in the bathroom mirror. Tried to smile, hoping that maybe I could look decent. Broke down. Tearfully came, then cried myself to sleep.