honestly, I'm aware I may sound like a fucking beta/edgelord after finishing this sentence but I don't really care about finding a girl at all. sure, it'd be a momentary pleasure to be able to spend time with someone significantly more intimately than others, but part of me is definitely aware of the general "girl" issue that would dawn upon me.
I just want a girl to hang out with, to just joke and fool around every once in a while. maybe listen to some music together, it'd be cool, you know?
thing is almost every single female in this day and age is so attained to just how much their guy can bring home. if there's no money around, they spill the beans to their Gal Pals, and since girls don't fucking think for themselves, they come to the resolution that they should drop their couple if they don't sustain her for a considerable amount of time just because they told her so. and GF friends can and will act like fucking cunts to you most of the time if you don't tie them into your friend group somehow, or they sense something is off about you.
fuck that shit.