>>93215910Nah, sorry. Fuck it.
I clearly overacted.
It's a long weekend in my country but I am working Saturday regardless. My house is coming apart, I have nothing I enjoy at all as I see time split by and work only because.. well fuck if I know, and my uncle, literal brother of my death mother only relative I had, not my counting my fucking uncle of course, is trying his best to take over my department on a succession of long line of real state scams that had been going on since I have memory. So complex I would need 20 posts to properly explain it.
I live in a shit hole that I hate, but I kept it because it was my family's old home, that got turned into a building of which I own one department.
Basically I really, really, really hate everything and I don't know why I bother explaining it, poorly, on the internet.
Can somebody please, for the love of god, explain why the shit I had to keep on living if I had never even felt the slightness bit happy?
What the fuck does being satisfied even feels like. I really don't know.
God help me, I know I am going to off myself, I don't even eat more than when my stomach can't handle it anymore, in the hopes I just die of hunger.
Well, I feel better not
I am out of here, I need to walk into the night and aimlessly and ponder how it got to this. Me complaining about my life on a comics and cartoon board.
