>>93045412well she liked me for my smarts and my looks (she said I had "The jawline of an Adonis") yet it took the efforts of a lot of her friends to set me up with her since she wasn't going to be the one to ask me out.
I was a spineless insecure virgin, she was constantly criticizing me over everything from the way I walked to the way I dressed to the way I never got frisky with her without her initiating, while also pressuring me to pay for all our dates despite her coming from a wealthy family and me being a poorfag.
After dating for a few weeks she said in no uncertain terms that she was going to pop my cherry that night. But when the time came I got performance anxiety and lost my boner.
I cried and had an identity crisis and she broke up with me the next day saying I needed to get my shit together.
A month later I had actually gotten a lot of my shit together after taking a long, hard look at what my hang-ups were. She quickly tried to get back together with me again, but it went over my head. A few days later she messaged me saying plainly she was interested in getting back together with me, but I felt insulted she wasn't interested in providing emotional support during what in hindsight I see a pretty immature reaction, so I typed out a long formal rant about how unhappy I was in the relationship and that I would never get back with her under any circumstances. Never seen or heard from her since.
Never actually dated anyone since, never even tried, but I lost my virginity a couple years later and have had a few sex friends that were a regular thing for a couple months each.
