>>90645899hey, fuck you. Maybe you have other places to go, but I don't. I got a shitty draw in life, and I'm playing it the best I can.
You want to know why I sound so much like an autist? Because my image centered mother would drop me off with her college friend and her legitimately autistic son, who was my age. Win-win, right? Autism gets a playmate, mother gets to look like a good person, and easy daycare.
fuck no. None of the neighborhood kids wanted to be near me because I had to hang around him all the time, and then be responsible for him when I got older. Then that spread into school where I got to be tard handler jr. for a few years. Never learned how to socialize well.
Want to know when I got my first 'normal' friend? I was 10. 10 years before I was able to connect with someone who could be called a peer.
I hate my life. I moved six hours away from college and what friends I had made there so I could get a job as the only IT person on a floor full of sales people. At lunch, they like to talk about the bachelor and snapchat.
don't remember where I was going with this. It doesn't matter anyway.
