Amethyst's pain>>>>Pearl's pain.

Imagine if you not only failed your purpose, but you never even got a chance to try. You live by yourself for hundreds of years until you meet someone who gives you compassion, the first you've ever gotten in your life. The first thing you learn from them is that your home, your entire existence is wrong. Every criticism bites at you even harder. You take them to heart, because if you can't be a Homeworld Gem, and you can't be a Crystal Gem, you have nowhere to go. Until one day you give up. You decide to bottle it all up, and take it in stride. The one person who you can look to for help dies, and leaves behind her son, the only person who you are able to relate too. You are constantly reminded that you are the product of something bad, and that you wouldn't even be fit for Homeworld due to your size. The one person that you can confide in, Steven, starts to grow to levels that you can't reach, and you can feel him slipping into the same area that you have subconsciously placed Pearl and Garnet. You truly are alone.

Now imagine you're Pearl.

You're thirsty.