>>87107330Nah, she probably just didn't feel a lot of chemistry with you.
That could be appearances but most girls I know get nervous about abusive or murderous guys if they don't really connect and that guy is coming in too quick, even if they're handsome.
Don't get me wrong, I've been shut down a good number of times but my 3 relationships came about of being forward
Story: was friends with a girl for about a year in freshman year of Highschool. We were both Cello players at the time and I was a borderline autistic weirdo (by which I mean not just awkward but I wouldn't breath or swallow when certain kids were around, I arranged my cards and games like a castle, I bought lunch for the black kids so they'd think I was cool (I wasn't)).
This girl and I were friendly enough and she was more friendly to me than any other guy in our class. I always suspected something but never made a move on it.
In the next year, I mellowed out a bit and fell for this thicc Asian girl. She was flirty to everyone but she had an extensive group of friends and was pretty punk. I was never sure if she had a boyfriend and that coming onto her would make me a creep or if her friends thought I'd be cool.
Then I moved to NM and decided to make a change: stated I liked a girl who was about to make a breakthrough and go out with her best friend. I stole her away for a couple months before she decided to give her best friend a shot but I realized that there is not fate when it comes to companionship. For a particle and an antiparticle to come together to explode, they have to actually make contact, something which is astronomically unlikely but human beings have choice where particles dont
