You know what, no. It's not even about the fucking puzzle anymore. I drove 10 hours from ABOVE Piedmont all the way here, is that something everyone can do? No! Don't fucking tell me it's not my decision on the puzzle, don't fucking tell me "it's just a cartoon puzzle", and don't fucking tell me I haven't earned my mark in this fandom. I had a god damn PANIC ATTACK because of all this, and no one thinks they're laying into me too hard yet? I really misjudged this fandom, I really thought I could put my trust into all of you. You guys were calling me beloved! Then you all betrayed me by doing a VOTE on what to do with it? Talks of donating it to CHARITY? What are those fuckers going to do with it? I'd never see it again! No one would! Is it really that much to ask for something I found, helped everyone get to, and decided to share? This is my belonging, this is my story, this is my life, and you are taking all of it away from me. The next time you find a clue, I bet you won't do this because you'll start to realize how bad all of you laid into me, and I bet you'll be begging me for help at the first stand still the hunt gets to because I'M NOT THERE, and I WILL NEVER BE THERE AGAIN, you guys betrayed me, now I'm taking my leave and you're on your own, and leave Seashells out of this because I'm sick of her telling me she's thinking suicide over this mess, she doesn't deserve this stress just as well as I don't. Please for the love of the show, grow up and just come to your senses already. Buy Journal 4 at a convention soon, it'll have all of my triumphs and hard work laid out in detail for those of you who "can't understand the gravity of the situation" and would rather attack me and send death threats instead of educating yourselves. Thank you to my friends I've made along the way that wasn't tainted or swayed by some "popular" icon in the fandom community as well <3.
