Maybe I am, sometimes I have some weird and impulsive thoughts about doing bad things, but I know how to control myself.
Someday I may consult a psychologist to know more about myself.
But I also think that I have changed.
I only killed the first cat because he scratched my hand when I was trying to be friendly.
I stomped him to death.
The second... well, I was furious and I stopped liking cats because of the first one, I like dogs more.
I'm not sure if he died, I left him pretty fucked up but didn't finish him off
And the hamster, I buried him alive because I didn't know what to do with him.
The other things, I think it was just my hormones talking louder.
But the girlfriend case, it was 3 months ago. She was into me since 2013, we started dating last september but I got tired of her real fast. I did her a favor by staying with her for so long.
You see, I think that I have changed.
I love my family, my friends, and I'd do anything to help them.
I'm not a bad person, there's worse in this world.>>84430116>Maybe seek counseling too.