Everyday I find another thing wrong with my body: back pain, neck pain, foot pain, increasingly worse eyesight, balding, teeth hurting, toenails falling out, weird bumps and bruises that I don't remember getting, every once in a while I feel my brain move, etc.
I just can't find myself caring about it. I'm probably dying and am in constant pain, but I can tolerate it just enough to continue my daily life and go to work.