>>125327589>>125327701Infatuation and love are not the same thing. I, maybe, feel a base physical desire for her, but she is not the person I want to have a relationship with. I think I can do this without her. I think I'm going to become the Amity Blight I want to be, all by myself.
Maybe, in time, I can explore, things, with her too, but I am reeling at the sense that everything I want can be taken, if I just keep going. I could tell my mom off, I could patch things up with Willow, I don't have to be bound to anyone to do any of that! I can do anything I want and I know it defines me. I am FREE! Free to do whatever I want, act however I want, BE whoever I want. And I want to be... The Best. I am going to be... The Best.
*starts laughing*
"I'm going to take over the Empire from within!"
