>>124321412falling into a depressive spiral that is taking away my ability to write while i simultaneously begin to regret my entire life path that is leading me to a career i am going to hate while the careers i would love will be forever unattainable because i cant go to school for writing due to financial concerns
all i can do is lay in my bed all day and dream up stories i will never be able to create, trapped in an autistic hellscape forever
also, my castastrophizing, amplified by paranoia and anxiety, continues to ruin my mental stability as i fear the absolute worst case scenario occurring over the smallest and most impossible of concerns
