>>116722895This.
If you are an adult you are smart enough to know how to avoid hard-drugs.
Treat children like hard drugs.
You can't watch someone use around you.
You can't think of users.
You can't watch movies about using.
Seclude yourself, find a hobby that helps,
and work on finding real friends who don't have interest in having children.
Stay with them and don't reveal anything deep about yourself, ever. But be vulnerable once in a while about your tragic past that everyone clearly has, and you will be liked enough.
People will wonder why you are not in the dating scene,
but you know in your heart you wouldn't want to be strung along either.
One day, you will find your own recovery, in your own way.
And when you find the answers for yourself, you can recognize people struggling like you, and keep your mouth fucking shut, and help them in any way you can, and pray(hope) they find the success you did.
If you put yourself on a list you will be used.
They do not care about helping children.
They care about declaring that they "caught" the "bad guy" and that smart "doctors" "figured it out" and "GIVETHEMMONEYFORPROTECTINGYOURCHILDREN" all the while they brainwash your children for eternity and laugh all the way to their spacestation on mars while they watch the earth nuke itself, and probably would fuck a child and eat their parents in front of them for the lulz.
