>>114354884don't you want to feel like you're a part of something? we both know you never felt that. we both remember how in school the other kids ignored you. they didn't even bully you. that's the only thing you can remember about yourself, right? why not make that an identity? associate, you have to. we have to associate to do anything. go to
incels.reddit.com or whatever. you'll invent this identity around being a failure, a pariah, a virgin, and surely that won't simply just cemement that as your future, right?
think again. remember. did you really assume the identity of a failure because you thought you were one, or did you become one because you assumed the identity?
you: i hate myself. I hate you. what has been done for me? why do i feel this... lack?
Because you were born without something. Something that everyone before you had.
The world.
It's not your fault. I'm being genuine now. This isn't the preceding ironic soliloquy. The world we live in is cold and heartless, but it wasn't always this way. In your blood, deep in some ancestral memory, you can feel it, can't you? Arguing with me. It's why you're here.
There's white and black. White and black. Dancing on razors in sky. The world is... white and black. Yet, it's gray at the same time.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry to all those boys who live, but were never born. Who LACK. The World.
It was stolen, wasn't it. By hook-nosed men whose minds are like sickening clockwork. By men who hear whispers in the dark. It's funny, they're your enemy, but they're closer to you than anyone else.
You think that's depressing? In a way, it is. But it's reality, the thing that often weighs us dreamers down. We can't get caught up in these dreams.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, we can't bring dreams until reality. Not yet. That's the future. Now, we must face reality with reality, and do so without destroying ourselves. Without exposing ourselves as dreamers, something the vast majority - the sleepers - simply wouldn't understand.
