>moved back in with my parents in order to go to trade school
>after living with my best friend for about a year as he helped me get sober off of cocaine and relearn how to be a functioning human being again
>really miss him, yes things got a little gay at times because he was gay and he's my fucking best friend so who am I to judge the cuddles were ok sometimes
>without booze, cocaine, or marijuana to suppress my feelings all that's left is the borderline personality disorder
>dealing with the emotional fallout of missing my best friend and readjusting to life at home with my parents, and two of my brothers, one of which is severely autistic
>tfw watching SUF with my best friend's e-bf since he is also one of my close friends in preparation for the finale even though I literally didn't care about SUF until he asked to watch it with him
Its a complex set of feels
