>>113737327Honestly, I should probably leave this thread
As a recovering blacked addict, I can attest that this fetish will seriously fuck you up. It’s really much worse than other fetishes. One of the most powerful and destructive of them all.
It all started when I was browsing /gif/ looking for something to fap to. I came across a thread dedicated to “monsters on human girls” or something like that, mostly sfm. I really liked it, but since it was such a niche genre, I figured, “hey, interracial is the next best thing”.
From there, I pretty much exclusively fapped to blacked shit. Initially, I didn’t think much of it, I just figured this was something really hot to fap to. But then it started to get much darker.
There’s this general on /trash/ called /BLACKED/, and it fucked me up in ways I couldn’t imagine. Tbh, I was already fucked up before I went there, but I think that place accelerated my decline.
I started hating white people, and couldn’t stop imagining every girl I saw getting blacked, including my own sister. I started cross dressing and craving black dick. I created an entire persona with a backstory and everything, then I’d go onto Omegle and talk to black guys about what a slut I was. For about 2 weeks, I genuinely thought I was becoming tranny. I would roll up my bedsheets into the shape of a dick, and then imagine I was deep throating a black guy. I think that’s the point where I realized I was really sick.
Since New Years, I’ve been making an effort to cure my blacked fetish. I’ve had a few relapses along the way, but lately I’ve felt good.
The only problem is that, no matter how much I cut down porn, the THOUGHT, will always be there. That’s the hardest part, removing the THOUGHT, because right now, women getting fucked by black dicks will ALWAYS be hotter than white dicks.
If I can remove that thought, then I will truly be cured. Until then, I guess I’ll be stuck fapping to solo images and cartoons.
