>>110845817I fucking hate children. Let me back up a bit and calm down. I'm being serious here. I have no patience for them. Their shrill voices drive me up the wall. They're retarded amoral goblins and everything always revolves around them. Adults turn into different people around children. Fucking everything is catered around children and their parents.
I'm not the anon you're replying to, but I am voluntarily celibate for various reasons. Primary one is I recognize that I am not an appealing partner for relationships, and I completely lack the skills necessary for casual sex. All my relationships ended because I wouldn't give girls enough attention. Now I'm happier living alone without sex as an ambition.
Second reason is I fucking hate kids, especially babies, and there is no way in hell I'm bringing more maladjusted sociopaths like myself into the world. I think I would somehow be a worse father than my own dad. I never want to get married, and I never want to have children. I'm 30, an atheist, possibly autistic, and suffer from depression and suicidal ideation. Despite being tall, attractive, strong, and from a good family, my self image is a nightmare and my motivation is non existent.
I fucking hate the world almost as much as I hate myself. I can't even afford to be an alcoholic.