>>108719938I wish i could get into fanfiction, I really do. But I've never been able to, and attempting to read it makes me physically cringe.
My immersion is really, really deep, and very, very fragile. When I start reading something, I very quickly start hearing character's voices in my head, and I lose myself into the story - all the way until the slightest out-of-character thing happens. If I even come across a single word that never canonically appeared in the character's vocab, it may entirely ruin my experience. Sometimes the word fits well enough that I can accept it, but not often. Erotic fan fiction is impossible for me to read, unless it features a canon couple and the never speak.
It hurts badly. I have several friends who write fanfiction, and they are always so disappointed when I refuse to read their work, but I just couldn't get through it, it's not remotely up to my "standards"
Is this what autism looks like?
How do I cure it, lads
