>>107467004You broke up with her because you wanted to bang someone else didn't you? You were feeling trapped in a relationship and assumed you could slay all that comic store pussy. After all, you had a girlfriend, so you must be desirable.
The problem is, that you had her on callback. You assumed after you got done fucking around a bit, you would be able to come back to her, so you never stopped thinking of her as your girlfriend. She moved on, and you led a sad sexless existence, as you discovered that the confidence you had when you were not trying to impress women, was not there when you were trying to impress women.
Well, it all came to a head, and she cut you out, but that made you anxious. It played on your social disorders, and you needed to make sure that you were okay. But you weren't okay, and trying to make it okay fucked it up even worse.
It is a harsh lesson for you son, but you can't have everything. You had the girl and the good comic shop, but you wanted the other girls. You lost the girl, and had your freedom and the good comic shop. But now you needed the girl. That cost you the Good comic shop, and the girl.
Instead of squandering your chance, embrace your situation. Get to know people at the new comic shop, socialize like you wanted to, and above all, seek professional help.