Its not all that interesting. Turns out that the gloomy chick who chooses to reflect on the grudging downsides of responsibilities instead of using and acknowledging them as a source of growth is a burnout who turns to obsessive partying and drugs because she lacks the creative capacity for creation and the enthusiasm for just anything in general.
yeah, mysterious and aloof can be intriguing, but sometimes detachment is what it is on the tin: "Eh, I don't care".
and to sound like a scumbag, yeah, the chase was fun, but man when we got together...basically the personality equivalent of a cute girl with a fucking pigsty of a house.
and yeah, her apartment was rank and shit.